I said (short poem)


When you say things, and when you hear them back, you realise that some when said were not what were meant at the time. And others, mean even more, despite being unsaid… 

I said I went overboard
It seemed like a good decision at the time
My fleeting heart roared
But that decision costed me a dime

I said I was too serious
I thought it was just me at the time
But there were a million more
That did not fit this perfect rhyme.

I said I was sorry
That my heart could not be blamed
I fell too deep in love
The love that couldn’t be tamed.

I said now let me go
But you stood there, in the way
Then you should have said what you had to say
Instead, you ran away. 

I hope you liked it and I will see you next time! 🙂
Srish. Xx

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Moving On; A Poem


A new poem on my ‘writings’ blog! Check it out 😀

Srishti

A self composed poem about moving on while that clock of life ticks. Cherishing the new in life and letting those frozen tears slide away 🙂

Seemingly lost,
the years have found their way,
into the heart of the one you left,
and now no one has a say.

The careless whispers have faded
Stevie sung the right words.
This year, my heart will reside
at a better brighter place.

Like the soft smooth petals
of a small rose flower
This year, my lips will part,
but this time, it’ll be for someone special.

My heart will beat again,
the tears will fade away.
And with euphoria alive again,
new music will again make me sway.

I hope you liked it!
See you soon,
Srish. Xx

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A Shredded Heart, A Goodbye? Never.


BEFORE YOU READ: This is unlike my usual posts. This is about someone who is extremely special in my life. I have never had the guts to show him this, and I guess I never will. But hey, instead I share it with the entire world. And if this person does stumble upon this, I love you, even more than your shadow. 

 

Mostly disturbing but still so true. I told you I missed you and the fact that I loved you, over and over again. You still did not see. I may not have hoped for you to understand, but you told me you did. You gave me that hope. I guess I should be verbal like those others, you know the ones, but I am not.

I was hoping for something, yes it’s true. My heart was lead astray – towards the balcony of that cute boy living next door. You were sweet, and we were instantly friends. At five years old, I knew you held a special place in my heart, well, I did loose my first tooth on your birthday.

I could lie and tell you that I cried. Because, trust me, I really wanted to, but even the tears have died. My heart has been shredded into pieces so many times that it is impossible to mend. So now, instead of tears and emotions, I have a deep hollow space It’s a void which I hope someone would fill someday. But maybe, my heart has decided that it was meant only for one.

So, I knew you ARE my special. I also know that I won’t ever be your ‘special’. But I am sorry that I have to repeat it over and over again, I can’t mend this broken piece of work. I wish sometimes that my heart was a ‘fill in the blanks’ worksheet, and I would instantly know all the right answers. But no, it’s not.

You said that goodbye, and it seemed final.

But the sorry? That was just an added accessory. My heart doesn’t want to accessorize, it wants to stay natural.

I guess I miss you and I always will. I love you too. But I guess you already know that.

 

You said I was special

for you it seemed.

But she said you were special

for her.

 

But as you shattered my heart

it made me want to cry.

But even the last drop of tears

had already run dry.

 

So here’s to the seventeen years

I spent knowing you, loving you

and I probably won’t stop,

Just like the morning dew.

 

But I know she’s better than me

I get that the rest are ‘more’.

But I guess it was my heart 

that doesn’t want to be sure.

 

You were a part of me

even before I knew it

So if I am not yours,

I understand, I’ll find my way.

 

I have been lost before

a million starry times

but I will teach this beating beast

to shut down this time.

 

‘Cause I can’t handle more,

I guess I’m done.

My heart comes with a logo,

that says, ‘handle with care’

I think the logo has been washed away

and so has that lovely day.

I can’t let you go…


This lie’s become a part of meImage
For months, I’ve played this game
Acting like it doesn’t hurt
Each time I hear his name,

Ignoring what’s inside of me
Pretending I’ve moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone,

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs,

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment
I couldn’t catch my breath,

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time
I just can’t let him go !!!